The life “lucky arrival ” significance
At the end of 1993, I still went to work in the advertisement company. That year, I was frustrated extremely in the work. A cold winter night, I muddled entered one fortune telling shop located at the basement. I also clearly remember that female physiognomist had two thick black willow-leaf eyebrows and her voice was hoarse. She told me nearly in a tone of command to take several grains of rice from a small circular box at will. She had moved those grains of rice with her bright red nail and had drawn some marks, then she said with no expression on her face,“you must start an undertaking and then will have lucky arrival in 1995..."
These words let me be willing to pay money, I joyful went out the fortune telling shop and thought of my life will be hopeful.
Next year, I had finished 12 years advertisement profession for long and had become an illustration worker night and day painting. The day is simply, tranquil and happy, however, I did not know really such work, such income, why would I have lucky arrival.
I had fantasized the glorious future and anticipated 1995 year would come quickly.
In 1995, only passed the Chinese New Year, almost at the end of February, I had woken up with a start by the pain fiercely of my left thigh. Three days later, my thigh had lost the feeling. In the beginning, I still naive thought that I had bumped my thigh just careless or had pulled my muscles for a while. Doctors could not find the reason of my ache, therefore the treatment was invalid. I had paid no attention at all. One side me everywhere sought medical help, at the same time painted pictures. The ache had continued fiercely, and I had been feeble day after day. In a beginning of summer afternoon, I had fainted nearly on my way to the hospital. My wife had supported pale feeble me by her arms to the Emergency Room of the Taipei Veterans General Hospital hurriedly.
The next day, on Mother's Day's Eve, Physician In Charge hinted my acute leukemia. I looked like the tragical actor crying noisily in soap opera, and then I had cried to fall asleep. The baskets of flowers had be put alongside the sickbed when I woke up, even some flowers had started to wither already.
I had no choice and started to accept the chemotherapy, then the result was pitiful extremely like the movie plot. I had vomited, had a fever and had ached...had lived for six months in the hospital. Sickness had distorted my face completely, my edema big face, the bare top of my head, panic-stricken eyes, wore a gauze mask all the time, moreover, I could hardly stand. I had left the hospital without disturbing anybody, and that day was a violent storm typhoon day. I had pledged secretly never to come back this place again!
In 1995, I could not handle anything, only could lie down in the hospital single room. I had been passing the day which every day isolated with the world and accepted doctors and nurses' taking care. I must input others' heme and the blood platelet unceasingly.
I recalled frequently, in the life this section of soul-stirring transitions, need to make what reminder to my life. I was such impenetrably thickheaded fool, lay down in the hospital. Even if I could not swallow, I still thought of good food taste and had planed at heart to eat each kind of them while leaving the hospital. The life had changed too quick, was too brutal to me. I prepared without enough time and the life was unforeseen. All happy was in immediately, but all changes also became happy.
I appreciate the doleful time which that section suffered greatly, let me become the keen perception. Many ordinary small matters become very important, but extraordinary significant matters become insignificant.
I recalled that the female physiognomist at that time said I will assume sole responsibility for an important task in the future. Undeniably, nobody might substitute me to suffer the pain from disease. She said that I will become rich without efforts. Undeniably, I just lay down on the bed, the insurance company automatically had sent the large amount adjustment. She said that I will have a meteoric rise. At that time, I looked like emperor to receive the beautiful wife, benevolent nurses and medical skill wise doctors 24 hour attendance wholeheartedly.
I understood in the past in the life lucky arrival significance finally.
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